Oh, the joy of claiming my Mexican roots! Even though it only comes out when it seems convenient, I take pride in my heritage in the case of any fiesta. Here are some pics from our celebration:
My newly formed YWAM friends and I at a Mexican restaurant. We let Danny tag along because he was sporting the Mexican headband and armband. Poor guy, he tries so hard to be Mexican. One day.
Anabel and I enjoying a Mexican classic....Jamaica!! She's the only real Mexican with us.
Finally, our bandera! Kinda small I know, but it's the only one we could find.
Feliz Cinco de Mayo from your Mexican World Racer! (Part Mexican, when it's convenient)
This video was made 24 hours after my buddy Sean arrived home in Washington state. It expresses so much of what Racers feel as they end this crazy year.
After a grueling 80-something hours of traveling, we made it to Costa Rica safely. It's nice to have a couple days to recuperate. And what better way to do that in Costa Rica than to spend it at the beach "attempting" to surf. It was an absolute blast aside from getting a head cold. God has been teaching me so much more about quieting down and being still before him. About love and letting it motivate my actions.
What greater way for my Dad to give me a picture of his love than at the beach? As I looked out into the Pacific blue, I reflected on the 8 months that I've spent on this trip. How many times did I do things that were prompted by love? Not only love for God, but love for people? I realized that many times I have operated out of obligation. It's what I'm supposed to do, right? I mean, come on, I'm a missionary!
We get caught up in doing programs or "religious" activity and we miss God in all of it. One thing that has stuck with me since Swaziland is that "lovers outdo doers". How profound. We come up with this plan. Things that we have to accomplish or do during the day, ministry or not. It could be daily routines, or it could be some big event. The fact is: if it's not motivated out by love, it's useless and it becomes just another thing to busy ourselves. One thing I've found: the busier I am, the harder it is to hear God's voice. I hate that! My heart's desire is to always be sensitive to the Holy Spirit. To always know how to walk things out in love. The Word of God has come alive when Paul talks about being motivated by love:
"If I speak in tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing." (1 Corinthians 13:1-3)
This whole entire trip would be nothing without love. I could give everything I have because it's what I should do. I could teach and preach because it's what we missionaries do. But if it's just going to be because we need something to fill our days out here so that our supporters know that we are "doing" something, then we are missing it. Several times on this trip, I have missed it. How does it change? What prompts us to love?
I am no authority on this whatsoever. My life is filled with broken relationships, mission trips empty of lasting impact, and wasted words. I do know this: He first loved us. Wow. While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. What greater love is there? Meditate on that. Meditate on who Christ is. Let it soak into your core. Imagine the pain, the suffering. Imagine the eyes that gaze into yours out of love as his body was broken. That is love. No greater love have I known.
By constantly meeting with my Dad in the morning and spending quality time with him, my heart draws close to his. Not only reading his word, but just sitting in his presence. It transforms us. There is something that occurs in the spiritual realm. A joy overcomes us. You can't deny it. You can't pawn it off on something else. It is his touch. The more and more time I spend loving my Father, the more capable I am of TRULY loving others. It flows through my veins. Christ pours himself out. That is my desire. That there be nothing left of my flesh. That I will be in such union with Dad that it will be him that everyone sees.
Then and only then I will be capable of doing far more than what I ever have before. I will be his will on this earth. I will not do things out of obligation. I will not be controlled by religion. Rather, I will be motivated by relationship. That's where it's at. This abundant life that we talk about, it's right there, in the union we have with our Dad. I don't want to miss it anymore. I want to be with Him. I want to follow him around like a kid following his daddy around tugging on his pant leg. I want to be like him, he's my role model. I want to boast and say that "my Dad can beat your dad" when the enemy attacks me. He is my everything. I am not me without Him.
May we all take time to examine our lives. If we're doing things out of obligation without love in our hearts....let's not do it. I'm sure God would appreciate that more than not representing him fully in love. My heart's cry is to love these Costa Rican people with an authentic love. I want my heart broken. I'm tired of the emptiness.
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A couple of weeks ago I was fasting and the Lord clearly asked me to pray and fast again.
"Pray and fast for the men of all ages and generations"
Within those few brief moments God revealed to me a real burden, concern, respect and love for my brothers in Christ.
The whole vision then began to unfold…A call for all women of all ages and from all generations to rally together for a day of fasting, repentance and interceding for the boys and men in our lives, in others' lives, and in the world. Men are created to be Godly strongholds, pillars and towers for their families and for future generations around the world. Some men today walk boldly in this call on their lives.Others need to learn how to do this; they are capable - they just need encouragement and empowerment.
The Lord showed me that for far too long, men have received attacks - on their character, on their intentions, on their actions or lack thereof.Then the Lord shared with me how we as women can positively influence this to make change.We are to enter into their world with encouraging, uplifting and interceding words and actions.
Beyond prayer, I was asked to repent (ask forgiveness) on behalf of how I and generations of women have thought about, disrespected and treated men in our lives. Any thought, frustration, attitude and word that wasn't uplifting or edifying to them I was to ask forgiveness for. As the first step I asked forgiveness from the men of the September 07 and January 08 squad. This time brought encouraging verbal affirmation on the impact that this call of obedience is going to bring.
Along with interceding and repentance, fasting was the last part of the process.I believe that fasting brings the cry of one's heart to a closer intimacy and urgency to the Lord. It can be a fast of food, things, events, etc.
The day that was chosen is Wednesday, April 30th…the last day in April.
Join me for a day of impact: impacting men's' lives, our lives and therefore the world!!!
The vision that the Lord showed me was that this needs to spread like wild fire. The more women that are praying…the greater the interceding…the greater the change…the greater the impact. Please join us on this day. Send this message to women all over the world…even send them this blog.
I believe that God is calling thousands of women to participate on this day!
A few things that are laid on my heart for us to intercede for our brothers about:
-Godly men to come along side each other - covenant brothers that will love, challenge, and uplift and hold each other accountable.
-Direction in the calling the Lord has put on their lives and to rise out of a life of discouragement and confusion.
-For a life that rejects passivity and abounds in courage, strength and power.
-That they would be men who pursue the woman God has chosen for each of them (if called to marriage) and that they would then lay down their life as Christ laid down His.
-Vision, obedience, encouragement and power to step into spiritual leadership of their family.
As this day comes nearer my prayer is that God will reveal to each woman what this day looks like…for things to pray for, repent for and fast of.
The call of obedience for this day is so strong. I can't wait to see the change that this is going to make! Thank you for joining me in uplifting the men that are currently impacting and will continue to impact our lives.
When our team was in Nsoko, Swaziland, one of the things that the Lord told me to do was pray over my teammates every night and to pray for the area that we were in. One night, I remember lamenting under an open sky for the people of Nsoko. It is a dry and weary place and there is an oppressive presence that hovers over the area. I cried out for the Lord to bring rain to this dry and weary land. That he would cover the land with rain for 7 days. 7 days of rain is what I asked for. I didn't know that God intended for so much more...
A little over a month ago, I was put in contact with some students from my old high school through my mother. Apparently, their hearts were burdened for Africa and they decided to start an organization to raise money and build wells for these thirsty places. Immediately, I knew that the Lord was in it. We were able to connect the guys at Dry Tears with Gary Black and G42. In about a month's time, they are now ready to break ground on the first well in this area of Nsoko at the G42 Community Center! So, I asked for rain and the Lord built a well. There is more to it. Not only did I ask for rain, I asked for 7 days of it. There are currently 6 other Care Points in the area of Nsoko. It is my belief that the Lord wants to build 7 wells in the community instead of bringing 7 days of rain. How about that? Does the Lord answer prayers? I believe he gives abundantly more than what we ask for!
This project comes full circle. Many of you will have the image of baby Moses in your heart forever. I know that Team Ignite does. He is not one that we will ever forget. What satan intended for evil, the Lord intends for good, "for we know that God works together ALL things for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose" (Romans 8:28). This verse has never come more alive to me. Little did we know what kind of impact the Lord would have through Moses' death. But God is faithful. Through death, he brings life. It is for this reason that the guys at Dry Tears have decided to name the well after Moses whose life and death has brought life to this community. Is God good or what? I wept when I heard how faithful the Lord has been through this process. It blows my mind. Please continue to pray for more wells to be built in Nsoko. Check out Dry Tears when you get a chance.
Posted in South Africa
by Aaron Bruner
on 4/16/2008
Throughout our time in Africa, Team Ignite has had the opportunity to work with some great men and women who are wholeheartedly serving the Lord and living by faith. I would like to share the vision that God has put in the hearts of these three men.
Swaziland
Pastor Gift Dlamini was recently ordained as the head pastor of the first G42 church plant in Africa. This church is located in Nsoko, Swaziland and reaches an area that is in desperate need. Gift is a righteous man. He loves the Lord and he has a YES attitude in his heart. Whatever God asks of him, he always says YES. It is for this reason that he has been ordained by the Lord to reach the area of Nsoko. As I stated earlier, Gift lives by faith. While our team was in Nsoko, Pastor Gift was without a car and would sometimes wait for more than an hour for public transportation just to meet up with our team. When he finally got a car, it was during the week leading up to Easter Sunday and his ordination. On the first day of driving this car, something happened to where the car spun out and flipped over! Talk about being attacked. Even something like this does not keep the man down. His family is in the transition phase of moving to Nsoko from Manzini so he does not get to see them as much as he wants. It reminds me of what Paul says about the cost of discipleship. He just says YES, even when it means not getting to see his family as much. The vision in Nsoko is to see the various "Care Points" in the area self-sustained with water, production of some viable crops, education for the children, and a market that can be visited by all of the tourists that come through Nsoko. The market would provide goods that the women of the region craft themselves. Pastor Gift will help establish these different Care Points until they are self-sustained as well as run the community center that was recently built in a central location to these Care Points. We want to show these people that God is a God who provides and who does not forsake his people. Pastor Gift is a catalyst to see the Swazi children rise up and change their country. If you or someone you know would like to provide financial aid to Pastor Gift or are interested in working alongside Pastor Gift, please donate here or contact Gary Black at garyblack@adventures.org.
South Africa
Most of our team was able to spend some time with a couple and their daughter who work at Back Door Ministries just outside of Nelspruit, South Africa. Bob and Sue McKay along with their daughter Linda have been there for roughly a year establishing a feeding center, Bible school, a soccer team, and they are currently working to buy 60 something acres of land to start a children's village. Bob and Sue are on staff with IRIS ministries and are looking to set up an orphanage system much like the IRIS bases in Machava and Zimpeto in Mozambique. Bob is a man full of the Spirit and full of life. He has a passion to see the children reached in South Africa because he knows that they will be the next generation. Bob's vision for the land is to make it self-sustainable as well. The land already has 5 houses on it which will house hopefully 6-8 orphans and 2 house parents. They will look to build more houses as they are financially capable. They will also use much of the land to plant various crops to sell for added support to set up the school system on the future base. They are walking in complete faith right now that God will provide for them to purchase this land. Please pray that the Lord will meet the need of 400,000USD by the end of this month in order to buy the land. I will keep you posted on their status as I am updated.
Mozambique
Yesterday I returned from a week spent in Boane, Mozambique. Our contact there was Don Foster. Don comes from the US and is also on staff with IRIS Ministries. He is currently responsible for 13 young men in their 20s who have recently come out of the orphanage systems set up at Machava and Zimpeto. This is called the Benjamin Project and was started by Jeff and Caryn Hakes as a part of IRIS. Don has recently been placed in charge of this project and has vision to see this men come out of the orphanages to head to bolder and braver things. Don has a tremendous heart and he loves the Lord. The tough part is that he is on his own and is trying to manage the day-to-day logistics, carrying out the vision of the property, and discipling these 13 men. It is quite the task. He also takes advantage of the evangelism opportunities in the area by showing the Jesus films in Portuguese and their regional language of Shangan. The vision for the land is to begin an agricultural system for these men. To teach them farming trades as well as put them through school. Many of them were not able to go to school growing up because of the civil war. So now, they are in their 20s and trying to catch up. He has A LOT of construction and building projects including a church, visitor housing, latrines, etc. He needs financial as well as physical help. So I ask you to pray for Don and his needs. Pray for some Mozambican leadership to come in and help. Pray for people in western society to be mobilized to come help him plan out a course of action and disciple. He needs staff. Here are some pictures from a project that our team took on at his house:
These men are the workers. And they are few. The harvest is plentiful, so they need our help as intercessors and as actual laborers.
Also, stay posted on my teammates' blogs, there are some awesome stories coming out and I'm not able to cover all of them! Look on the left under the section "My Team" to get to their blogs. Thank you so much for reading and praying for their needs.
"I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living."
~Psalm 27:13
This past week, I saw the goodness of the Lord. I witnessed love and I observed life. The children at the IRIS bases of Machava and Zimpeto number well over 300 and they range from babies to teenagers. Each one receives three meals a day as well as their filling of spiritual food. They have responsibilities and they play in a beautifully landscaped area. They are a family. I firmly believe and testify that the Lord is truly at work among these IRIS bases. After visiting these orphanages, the Lord brought me this vision:
"They will be an army for me. They will become the generation who claims their inheritance as political, medical, and spiritual leaders in Mozambique. They will be mine and I will call them my children. They will change society as they know it because they are one body and they submit to Christ. I have heard their cries and I have a purpose for them."
It was so simple but also true. These children who have been forgotten by most of the world are going to be the ones that wage war against the enemy in the years to come. Against the principalities and the darkness of their world. It's as if they are in basic training right now, receiving all of the tools necessary to take the land. These children have grown up through civil war in their land but they are learning that there is a war that is not against flesh and blood. They have a higher calling.
I was thoroughly impressed with what I witnessed at IRIS ministries. The investment that they've made in these children is outstanding. They set a standard for what it means "to look after the orphans" and they do not compromise.
May the Lord establish his plans through these children. May the spirit of poverty be banished from the land of Mozambique. Please check out IRIS ministries. I pray that this will be an encouragement to you to know that the Lord has called us to minister to these children. That He has neither forgotten nor forsaken them. Please pray for the continued growth of these children.
This blog is dedicated to the newest addition to Team Ignite. Meet Tracey Caufield (Traday as we like to call her).
When we heard the news of baby Moses, our hearts were dismayed. I couldn't help but think about the death that we've experienced on this team. Our team in particular has witnessed too many young lives lost over the course of this race. It has been very difficult. But as the verses in Ecclesiastes note, there is a season for everything under the sun. Where once it seemed that we only experienced death, the Lord has brought us life in Traday.
She is full of life, easy-going, and slow to speak. When she speaks, you had better listen because it is coming from the Lord. She gets it. She moves in the Holy Spirit. The Lord has provided for her to meet up with us here in Africa only to join us for the rest of the World Race journey. Initially she came to work with G42 and the Black family as they were living in Swaziland. When the Lord decided to temporarily close the door for the Blacks in Swaziland, he also opened the door for Traday to join up with us. So what was once a solid family of 7 has now increased to 8. We move as one unit, one body. She brings life to this team along with fervor. She has the fear of the Lord and wisdom to accompany it. I cannot wait to see how these last 4 months are going to pan out with our newest addition. Please pray for Traday as she steps out on faith to trust the Lord with her life over the next few months. She is radical and she's a warrior!
Follow Traday's journey as she begins to blog and please send her an encouraging post to welcome her to our team!
Before reading this post, I encourage you to read the following: 1 Samuel 18:3-4, skim 1 Samuel 20, and 1 Samuel 23:16-18.
God has laid out the importance of close-knit relationships. In fact,
we all know that our God is a relational God. But how serious is He
about it? I mean, we see pictures of the intimate relationships that
he had with men like Adam, Noah, Abraham, etc. Then, in the New
Testament, we see the holy marriage between Christ and his Church and
how it illustrates the bond between man and woman as husband and wife.
This is covenant. Please take some time to read Chad Mast's blog
on marital covenant as well. But how often do we actually see this
kind of holy relationship between two men? Answer: HARDLY EVER.
In fact, we are really given only one detailed account of this
brotherly covenant in the Bible. Is it because it's not that
important? On the contrary, I believe that it's because it is
something so rare, so holy, so impossible without the love of Christ,
that we only see one case.
If you've taken time to read the passages above, you will see the story
of Jonathan and David. They got it. They understood covenant. And
they walked it out their entire lives. It was not something taken
lightly. Even when Jonathan's daddy was out to kill David, he stood
side-by-side with him. Jonathan encouraged David to greatness even at
the expense of himself. Jonathan could have been angry that he would
not be king, but instead he wanted David to be great. It is
sacrificial. It is dying to yourself. You see this in all types of
covenant. They also took on responsibility for each other's families.
It is a lifelong commitment. You never leave the table if you are
serious about it.
I have recently learned the value and importance of this covenant with
my own eyes. I have witnessed Gary Black and Andrew Shearman walking
it out. They don't just blab about how great it is to be in covenant
or how "cool" it sounds. They live it out. Through the good times and
the bad. When one is acting like an idiot, they are still there. This
covenantal bond is something that I always knew I wanted, I just never
had the wording to express it.
So I bring this out all because Seth Bowen Barnes Jr. and I have
decided to walk this covenantal life out together. Our desire is to
bring greatness out of the other. We would lay our lives down for the
other. It is not something we take lightly. In fact, we know there
are going to be times when we want to "leave the table". But that's
what it's all about. Sticking it out. Being there when you need them,
and even when you don't. Taking care of the other's family if
something were to happen. Good times, bad times. We're IN.
So I ask you to pray for us as we embark on this journey together. We
desire to see each other grow into the men of God that he's called us
to be. I pray that this post can encourage those that are in
covenantal relationships whether marital or brotherly. Be blessed!